I swear this is like the only constant in my life no one else knows who I am for more than a couple years as some of you may be able to relate to, so you should consider yourselves special i guess.Last life I was a 16 year old living in Oregon with her dad as a homeschooling only child.I'm now living as a public schooled older sister of 2  with my mother in New Mexico.I have a lot more responsibility in this life and a lot less money LOL I think I like the other one better.Anyway public school is hard for me I am lonely to not be able to share this part of my life with my friends or anyone else.I've actually started to get offended when someone mentions something negative about vampires and feel uneasy when they say something positive about them. I'm going insane and I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this a secret I feel like I need t o crawl into a cave in Romania.