I can see you around the corner

I feel you in my heart

You halt me from my desires

You wake me from my dreams

They swept across the Bosphorus and into Eastern Europe with a vengeance, conquering the squabbling Slavs with ease. With them, they brought their middle eastern civilization, and some of their beliefs, but mostly they brought suffering. Suffering in the form of syphilis, leprosy, smallpox, tuberculosis... and God Himself seemed to turn against them, sending flood, earthquakes, and plague.

What is more important
giving her what she wants
or expressing the love
that she knows you feel?

How do you express this love
when the biggest-most important
way to do so is no longer
allowed but is now tabooed?

Why would she fight something
thats a part of me, the person
that she says she loves so much?

She says that she loves me and
I know that its true but than
why wouldn't she want to be with
me so we can both express it to
the other?

Prince Angel
September 13, 2001

come to me
dirty
wounded
black and blue all over
let me lick
dry blood off your face
i need your lips - not your smile
enter me and
don't leave me
breathless
don't leave me
at all

nadja
Feb 15, 2002

I am torn

exquisite as the wings of a butterfly and more

eloquent and poignant then the activists blood, poured out on the streets of his cause

with frightening clarity I see to the core

stop the ride, silence the cries, give me pause

pandemonium has spawned

there is no more nor no less than what we can hold

trapped by our imagination, sold

by our soul to this higher power

the devil is lying in wait

behind the gate

there is no final hour