*waking in the room, Saraphine knows that she is in the Black Raven Inn. Not knowing nor remembering how she got there, she is still very groggy and can't see very well, she can make out a figure standing over her*

"Hello? Who are you and where am I?" She manages to stammer before falling back asleep.

Saraphine Anura
14 May 2001

I saw your face in my dreams again, You washed away my tears.

I woke and remembered you were gone.

I am drowning in solitude again.

I remember the perfect way your hand fir mine, The sweet taste of your lips.

I once saw heaven in your eyes, I now see hell in his.

I am drowning in solitude again.

I wear mine to hide what's within me.
I found people prefer the painted smile,
And glittering gemstone eyes.
Some days it wore thin.
And people saw past that pretty face.
I found happiness once...
And when I removed the mask to show the world
Friends turned from me. Only happy when I'm not...truly.
There were days when it cracked.

The moon was shining brightly.

Swift and sure the prow of the night-boat parted the silvery foam.

Looking into the mirror
Determination clear
Horrible day
Horrible week
Horrible LIFE
Doomed to be the weaker
Beaten by drunken father
Raped by twisted stranger
She grips the blade tighter
So tense%2C so enraged
Cool shiney steel touches soft flesh
Quick flashes of reflected light
again... and again...
Sprays and streams of crimson flow free
her worries spill out over the floor
body falls as does her soul
final breaths rationalizing
They don't care...
They won't miss...